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You can guarantee, i’ll be your friend
but don’t ask me, to be your lover
you talk with too much guise
can’t take you serious dear

Look what you’ve done
you have me discarding self
got me cooking up garbage
dressing up as old time movie stars
to play the needed part

You’re an intrigue, a cheeky rat
i’d love to love you, but i’m exhausted
entirely numb to all good things
and which one of you, did you want me to love

 

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Her Shade

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I was blue yesterday
still blue today
tomorrow I’ll be neon
and still blue

I don’t change!!!

I speak the mind
say what is and what’s not
but you’re tuned
to another channel

Have I changed???

You wear fantasy like jewels
so impressive and entirely real
you fuck strangers on Tumblr
with dirty little phrases

Where’s the change???

I’m still blue
I’m flaunting me
my reality is not yours
and ‘that’ will never be okay

So what changed???

I’m a fierce girl
who loves her shade
and I’d laugh damn loud
if you tied me to a bed

Unlikely to change…

I’m not ugly
and neither are you
we’re just living in different colours
so excuse me
while I return to my blue world

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Rachel Sermanni (Don’t Fade)

A Fine Wash Of Azure

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I follow his pen
the strokes and lines
the flourish the angle
how he spells sincerity
so plain and honest
with a fine wash of azure
as life really is
and strange how nobody
wants to read it
only elegance dressed as truth
humanity’s harsh hours
are a measure too blue
and never as lovely as sky

No Fantasy Darling

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I don’t know, what makes you think
our incompatible, would be such perfection
would it not in time, wrap around our graceful throats
choke the life from flesh
leave our souls overcast, bruised and abused
although, you might like that
you seem thrilled by the fantasy of harm

It’s no fucking fantasy darling
harm is damage
no matter how
delicate the mind or the hand
and murder mysteries
are no fun entertainment
the two are akin to me

What makes you sure, you’d be content by my side
when you know I’ll be questioning your intelligence
the stories in your head have scribbled a fabrication
the stories have whispered torrid tales
whip the fiction back on the page
and tell it how naughty it’s been
you dreamed a girl, who doesn’t exist

Ravaged

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I am ravaged by tiredness
stinging blinking eyes
concentration flies through windows
impending yawns
and a mind that cares for nothing

Insomnia is a wicked visitor
only those who’ve friended it
know how its vines fetter
strangle
leach
steal
and leave you wondering
who you are

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Sanity

A friend is losing his sight today
he says, silence is death
and music, has become the comforter

I thought of you today
the tragedy, of a mother’s world fading
how music kept you sane, in the dark

Music is my friend today
tomorrow, and always
my sanity hangs on every note

Drowning

43f2b975f1aeb4e5c9d29d3d588a25d8I could quite literally, submerge into you
still, the question remains
would it be a wholesome drowning?

I’m hopeful I won’t entirely disappear
I happen to like who I am

You’re declaring your love again
like a lonesome bird in the tree tops
singing your songs, flustering my ears

When were you thinking of drowning in me?
and if you do, would you need me to save you?

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Damn You Spam

damn you spam
with your back the front words
and fake id
as if i can’t find enough
‘things’ to buy

you have come to charm
win me right over
with your hissy snake phrases
‘come and buy my pointless shit’

Unknown

0f1311d352567944d52c2bdb2a789117I’m not the kind of girl who enjoys
being understood
I wear the essence of mystery
like the finest perfume
so don’t think you can get so close
I’ll become glass
I really won’t
I simply cannot

Unknown
should be my first name
it’s the only version
you’ll get
the only me
you’ll ever come to know